Well, I’ve written two paragraphs here and just deleted all of it. It was boring, and a real downer. So after reading it, I’ve realized a new direction I need to take. I originally wrote all the reasons why I haven’t been writing lately. None of it was at all interesting. Love the delete key.
In the interest of keeping with my blog title “Changing Course Now,” it’s time to choose a change of direction. I’ve realized that my lack of motivation to write to all of you for a few weeks is directly related to my lack of interest in joining groups. I tend to shy away from any group. Co-workers, Sunday school participants, neighbors, family members. I just find it easier to be by myself. No pressure, no drama, no expectations. I have a wonderful husband who does the obligatory social stuff for us. I sit back and watch as others enjoy small talk and share stories of things I don’t find interesting.
So here we go…I’m going to challenge myself to join in. I guess I’ll start with all of you, since we have so much in common! And, since we are basically anonymous to each other, I can tell you stuff I wouldn’t normally tell others. If you’re bored with me – find that delete key. But I’m going to try to write at least once a week. I’ll also try to continue my AA meetings (even though I’ve become bored with them). A new exercise group is on the list as well.
So wish me luck… this is a big change for me.
Hugs to all of you!